From the Book - First edition.
I am still fighting with my big and small fears --
ten, or The little girl character --
Stand here to save lives --
twenty, or Good Lord, it's me, Jane --
The buildup to and takeaway from --
thirty, or Come here fear --
Real and imaginary ghosts --
We say and do kind things --
The wrong way to save your life --
Appendix: Tools or weapons, depending on your translation.